Wonderful Day but Bad ending

Today ah yi took leave and we (me and grandma and her) went to Hyatt for a local lunch buffet. OMG...we all ate SOO MUCH ! coz everything was good to eat and we wanted to try everything. The spread was goooooooodddddd LoL =) And it was money worth's becoz of the platinum credit card....it was 1-for-1. So becoz only 3 went, had to pay for 2 persons. I was kinda smarter coz i refused to eat any rice !!! Ah yi ate sooo much rice and could still eat soooo muchhhh. *faintz*
So full so full....then ah yi suggested go watch movie.... -.-''' eat finish already felt like ZzSleepinzZ. Went to cineleisure for movie....they took bus while i walked there coz i popped over to kino =p
Watch movie...since grandma was around, we could only watch something that she would be interested in...no chinese movie...so decided on the Penguin movie since she enjoyed the Stallion one last time. Baby penguins are cute. The big ones are super FAT and CLUMPSY LOOKING !!!
Our day ended at about 6.30pm... we were all still soooooooooo full that we concluded that no dinner was needed. hahaha... so we all took the bus home.
Reached home, bumped into dad downstairs. Didn't knwo that my cousins were arriving today. So they went for dinner while i stayed at home to watch TV. 7-10pm is my TV time. hahhaha... Happily watching tv while munching on chestnuts we bought before we took the bus home. Then everyone came back.
My VCDs have arrived. But it wasn't as good as i expected becoz i have to return all the discs. -.-'''' The last time say until so nice, wad all mine....rubbish....disappointment number 1.
2nd disappointment....while cousin KY was helping me with my comp, mum opened the can of FANTA ORANGE i brought all the way back from Italy. DAMN DAMN DAMN. It tasted different and i loved it. Mum didn't allow me to buy at first coz she said EXPENSIVE. She knows it lor. And i 舍不得 drink, keep in the fridge. WTF lor. Sorry also no have when i asked why the hell she opened that. Not that i'm selfish lor. But that's like the ONLY can i had. Mum used to say i have a good habit... saving the best for the last. But now.... wad's the point. Saving the best and losing it in the end. WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF !!!!!!!!!!
MY NIGHT IS SPOILT........ I AM PISSEDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Some test

Haha.....i found this in ade's bloggie... after i finished a game of scrabble with ming. I was about to win but i dun know wad happen...the screen changed !!!! GGGGRRRRRRRRRRRR
Anyway, the test is about finding out if u're a nerd, dork or geek....lol....If i'm not wrong, ade's a nerd....lol...and i'm a geek !!! LoL http://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=9935030990046738815

Pure Geek

34 % Nerd, 52% Geek, 39% Dork

For The Record: A Nerd is someone who is passionate about learning/being smart/academia. A Geek is someone who is passionate about some particular area or subject, often an obscure or difficult one. A Dork is someone who has difficulty with common social expectations/interactions. You scored better than half in Geek, earning you the title of: Pure Geek. It's not that you're a school junkie, like the nerd, and you don't really stand out in a crowd, like the dork, you just have some interests that aren't quite mainstream. Perhaps it's anime, perhaps it's computers, perhaps it's bottlecaps, perhaps it's all of those and more. Your interests take you to events and gatherings that are filled with people you find unusual and beyond-the-pale, but you don't quite consider yourself "of that crowd." Instead, you consider yourself to be fairly normal. Which, you are. Congratulations!

B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L

MUAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHA...........BOTH I ALSO WANTTTTTTT

I feel like a BUMMER !!!! >.<

Everyone's at work except me. Rando told me take my time...work's not fun...hmmmz... i always knew work isn't fun unless u really find something which u enjoy. Then u'll wake up every morning feeling energised wanting to go to work....
Some will say i'm feeling bored tt's why i say this. But... honestly, i never feel bored when i'm at home. There's always something that i can do. ^.^
Mum and dad are pushing me. Asking me to apply for every single job that i see. And even said if i can't a job maybe i should go continue studying... -.-'''''''
Someone once said a job is a job .... mundane work, a routine. A career is something u enjoy and see urself in, something which u wanna pursue...
CAREER CAREER CAREER WHERE ARE UUUUUUUUUU
if not....
JOB JOB JOB JOB JOB WHERE ARE UUUUUUUUU

Muz Share !!

Haha...while in sbs talking to Mi....browsed thru some threads that other Mi fans posted.
Someone posted this http://www.jumbotak.com/

It was actually for Mi to listen and watch a guy who imitated her and he really sounded like her !! It's freaky !!! LoL

I watched other clips too....some are like really good and funny !!!

So if free....go take a look and kill time !!! =)

Chatting with Mi and fans @ 6am

I actually fell asleep early. Right after finishing the 9pm show...which means i slept around 9.45-10pm. Then around 1 something, my phone rang....once....i ignored....second...ignore too...then sms... this cannot ignore, coz it will beep non-stop. So i got up sleepily...juz anyhow press w/o really reading it...=p But after i think 15mins or so, i juz woke up to see who it was... BINNY !!!! she asked if wanna watch project superstar finals on 1st. LoL
I was still in the sleepy mode...but i juz dragged myself a few steps to hte chair and started msn-ing. Thought i would go back to sleep at around 2 plus. But realised i couldn't sleep anymore. My nose was stuck and could feel a bit of sore throat.
I kinda sat in bed until 3 something, came online. Tried to check on SBS to see if Mi was online...but sadly, she wasn't. Melly then msn-ed me. Intro me to www.games.com where i registered and played scrabble... and *shyz* my score was the lowest !!! Demoralised.... i went on to watch a concert VCD.
By the end of the concert, it was almost 6am. I forgot wad i did during that 15 mins...but i went back to SBS to check...and OMG ...Mi was online !!!! I was instantly even more wide awake !!! All the block nose and sore throat also kinda like disappeared !! LoL =p So happy to be able to chat with her and other fans. Mi juz had her bday celebration and could feel her hyper-ness in all her msgs to everyone....LoL
I posted quite a lot of msgs and Mi did reply some of them !!! =)












She log-off at about 8.20am and went to get some sleep... Mi calls herself the nite mao mao... hehe... and she worries that we all will become pandas... hehe... WE ARE PANDA FAMILY !!!
I really wonder wad's Nepoleon cake...hmm....if someone knows where to find it, pls lemme know !!! I wanna try it !!! Mi's fav is green cake (aka pandan cake) and Nepoleon cake (???). But she didn't get them on her bday..instead she had ice-cream cake !!! hehe...
I am proud to be a Sammi fan for the past 10 years....it's finally time for us fans to get to know Mi better....=)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMMI !!!!!

Today is Cantotop's Queen...SAMMI CHENG's birthday !!!! =) =) =)
Early this morning at 3am...haha...i saw Mi online in sbs and left her a birthday greeting !!! But i dun knwo if she saw it....
There's a new video she did for sbs....on the main page... the way she speaks is sooo cuteee....hahaha....and her hair looks cute tooo....
HK fans got her a coffee chocolate cake.... and she told her fans not to buy her too many pressies... and after which she said ....骗你的 !! LoL... When asked wad wish did she make... they asked if it was to get 影后 in the Venice films festival... she said no...and that she made a 唔係好抵 wish... LoL....she's funny la... Getting to see the more personal side of her from her msgs at sbs.
I'm proud to have her as my idol....Sammi always !!!!!
HAPPY 33rd BIRTHDAY MY DEAR MI !!!!!! Wish her stay pretty forever....终身美丽 Stay happy and healthy forever !!! =)

Bi-Heart is out !!!!

JOEY YUNG CHO YEE's LATEST ALBUM <> is finally out on 18/8/2005 ~~~~
HAHAHAHA...i've been looknig forward to it. The last album was only a compilation which wasn't that great la...only 4 new songs....but quite good for me coz i never collected her albums.... LoL...So her best hits were there....
But anyway, this is the lastest album....and i wanna get my hands on it... BUT BUT ... There's an exclusive edition that is bundle with the Jeff x Joey concert VCD...which i'm intersted in...BUT it's so darn expensive la...US49 = SGD88 *faintz*
Just the CD alone cost SGD26....why does the VCD cost like $60 ???? or izzit becoz there's this autographed fan coming along with it ??? hmm.....

越唱越強

作曲:Hukiko Nakamura/Sonrui 主唱:容祖兒 填詞:夏至

笑我殺蚊也不夠膽
笑我的天性不夠奸
樂觀的心不懶　我全憑傻勁
行過重重難關　憑信心得到稱讚

我要放心放膽去衝
我要上廣闊的太空
豁出幾分英勇　要忘懷沉重
前進才能成功　長空總可給操縱

我信天真的鬥志需
挫敗仍然嘗試　蝕底過當做投資
滿腦太多好主意　從此懷著大志

要越唱越強　艱辛波折別去想
再放聲高唱　唱到底仍鏗鏘
我越唱越勇找到方向　即使一個亦夠響
我已索性不理　你會否熱情來欣賞
我　決心　不理形象　發洩我想
我繼續狂唱　唱到自信更高漲

我要隻身去膽搏膽
跌痛也一個人承擔
遇到些少感嘆　我仍憑傻勁
來抗衡來平反　如孤單都懂得撐

我以最天真的鬥志
需挫敗仍然嘗試　蝕底過當做投資
信我會有天可以　憑聲音去完成大志

要越唱越強　艱辛波折別去想
我會再放聲高唱　唱到聲嘶仍然鏗鏘
我越唱越勇找到方向　即使一個亦夠響
我已索性不理　你會否熱情來欣賞
我　決心　一個前行　我信我想
懶理別人自信堅強更高章
憑我態度全力再上　到世界絕嶺演唱

我越唱越強　艱辛波折未去想
再放聲高唱　唱到底仍鏗鏘
我越唱越勇找到方向　即使一個亦夠響
我已索性不理　你會否熱情來欣賞
我　決心　一個前行　我信我想
懶理別人自信堅強更高章
憑我態度全力再上　到世界絕嶺演唱

唱到自信更高漲　放肆放任的去唱
來年定了方向　唱到攰了也想唱
唱到攰了也想唱　我會竭力的去唱
全憑自信去高唱

Lastest Serial...Healing Hands 3

Latest serial i have been catching...<> Have been looking forward to it for a long time since i heard news it was filming !!!
I really love this series of drama....started all the way from Part 1. But so far, the only 2 characters who have stayed throughout the 3 parts are Dr Paul Cheng and Dr Henry Lai. The rest have come and gone....from PArt 2 to 3, Dr Anson Wan and Dr Chris Yen still around and getting married in this part =) Also there's Dr M.C Lam...hope i haven't forgotten anyone....LoL
New addition roles include Dr Betsy Zeng (Bernice !!! she's pretty..hehehe...) Dr Sarah and Pathologist Frances. Those are the main cast la.
All the different cases...how they save ppl's lives....engaging in law suits etc... a very interesting part would be how all the friends get along with each other.... their way of life, they way they speak, how they manage to be such great friends !!!
Am only halfway thru the serial....getting all hyped up and excited....wanting to watch more each day.....hehhehe...

2 weeks of FTP training

Little did i realise that my friends were waiting for my blog entries =p
Sorry for not updating as i promise to >.< Let's see....i went thru the 2 weeks of FTP training. It wasn't that bad. I kinda enjoyed myself there. From a loner there to knowing all my other 12 new found training mates. Now that i'm no longer in fin-exis...i feel kinda weird staying at home without these 12 friends around me. But i guess it's also time i move on since i know that a sales job is not suitable for me. My 12 friends....
Charlene: Just found out she was also from SR. Can say that she has been 1 of the training mates whom i stayed close with throughout the 2 weeks. Will not forget how we 2 recorded the tracks...haha....damn funny.
Liru: My team mate and FTP mate. It was good that i knew her better then. She helped me along the 2 weeks. Answering stuff i was confused about. Also the one who calls/sms me to remind me about meetings etc...
TingSheng and Yaozi: The only couple in the group. As Yaozi said, haven't gotten a chance to know them well enough yet. But they are nice people. All knowing what they want out of the career. Oh...they were from SR too !!!
Andrew: Will always remember his laughter and the "bao" he always thinks about. LoL
Justin: The funny guy of the class. The only person i had msn contact with initially. haha...Guess without him in class it wouldn't be as entertaining.
Jianping: Our "sabo-ed" monitor. Also always kena sabo-ed for roleplaying and end up as advisor with hte most tracks to remember.
Jessica: Just found out on hte last day of training that she's into jazz music too... Guess if i stayed on, we would have talked more about music !!!
Kelvin: Mr Tall guy.
Weiming: He sounds very inquisitive and will try to get answers to his doubts....also a veyr technical person like me.
Michelle: The girl who took the initiative to talk to me while walking to the MRT station. She actually walked over to me to strike a conversation. Geezz...i sound quite AS =p
Yingfei: The only guy whom i never spoke alone before. But will always remember that he as a suberb memory. Just like a photocopying machine.

Well, to all my FTP mates.... all the best in ur career....Earn more money and treat me when we have gathering !!! hehehe....=p

Talking about the training itself...lotsa tracks to memorise....really killer....tt was what kept me so darn busy. Role playing....i felt weird doing it...so not myself. But i got called by 1 of the trainers to do a role play and it was shitty la...Having to memorise the main tracks plus handling the kind of objections by future suspects/propspects. By the end of 2 weeks....we had 10 tracks to memorise and record. And it felt funny listening to myself on the recorded tracks. Homework was given as well....learning how to draw the presentation diagrams etc....
The products in fin-exis is actually not bad ....hahahah...i'm not hard-selling here k.....i'm already not part of them....but seriously, when u have hte money, it's worthwhile looking for them to help u guys plan...

A night out with uni mates

After FTP training and guitar, took the train and met Rando, YY, Alvin and Zhemin at Marina for dinner. Rando had to pick me from the entrance coz i didn't know where they were !!! And also becoz i haven't been to Marina Square since it re-opened. Tried that huge burger fastfood. I can't remember the actual name. =p I only know that although i bought last, i ate faster than YY but also made the biggest mess as the water from the vege in the burger was still dripping.
Then we went to Introbar at Swissotel for a drink. Ade joined us then. Well, i had my lycheetini and 1 shooter. LoL....we talked crap, tried my persuading skills which failed horribly and there was ade who we wonder if she was gone case already...haha.....Dun knwo wad she was doing la... her hand was up and looked as if she was waving to the waitor and the SAME waitor came by 3 times i think...LoL and smiled at us !!!! HAHAHAHHA
And the last part when ade was really gone.....4 almonds became 6. LoL...interested to know how to formed, ask her !!!!
Reached home 1 plus...tired but glad we met up....muz have more of these sessions !!!
Oh yah....and if muz take cab home hor....muz call zhemin !!! Coz he lives like juz 1 road away. Save taxi $$$ HAHAHAHAHA.....rando also quite near....very 顺路 =p

Some updates

Doesn't matter if anyone still reads my blog...but it does help me remember stuff and sometimes aids my thinking process...LoL

Last Friday, i called mgr M to inform him that i'm thinking of not continuing anymore. He's the not so pushy one... the Mr Nice Guy(???) Apparently, i have mistunderstood everything. But the only think i'm certain is that...it's still sales. Well, he told me to still go down for organisation meeting on monday and after that talk face to face with me together with mgr J and maybe the director. My heart sank upon hearing talking to J. She's the more forceful and the one who's good at talking. It's scary talking to her...feel so pressurized...cornered in a room...being brainwashed....haihhhz

Monday...so i went for the org meeting. Reached earlier hoping to find a good chair and spot. Put down my bag and jacket, prepared to sit down when M&J saw me and asked me go into a room to talk. only 15 mins before also cannot let go...haihhz....so juz 15mins...nothing much talked about also. Just asked me to go thru training first and find out a bit more...and talk to the other newbies on the team to find out how they feel and how they're getting on.
Meeting went on...and my seat was taken by someone...had to sit on this shakey chair...and it was so damn bloody hot. Worst org meeting i ever went for. But it was as if the meeting was tailored for me ??? the trainer went thru the process for meeting clients and the investment portion. But i was still determined not to get moved.
Meeting ended early, but i was stuck in the room with M&J from 11.45 till 2 something. Initially, only M spoke to me....told him honestly i was looking for other jobs and that sales is not something i'm interested in. Then he told me this is indirect sales.....wadever la....it's still sales. Then went on saying that being in this career has changed him...he is speaks differently from his peers who are accountants etc... -.-'''
After a while, J came in....once she started talking, i juz kept quiet most of the time... not wanting to say something wrong and step into a pit. She told me she doesn't see me as an admin officer....and asked me what audit could do for me. I just said din wan waste my degree.... Then asked me about my career objectives etc... and said she could see that i've been a very negative person all along without much confidence... Hmm...actually, i do see that in myself since uni...i wasn't like that in JC....i wonder why....
So the talking went on....telling me that this career will enable me to see personal growth, learn communication skills etc... Also told me that the fact i'm seated there thinking shows that i have not given up -.-''''' Then went on telling me that the file for no of ppl they rejected is almost 2-3 times thicker than hte file with those they accepted....kinda reverse psychology telling me how good i am ??? LoL.... but i still kinda persisted.
Oh....and i mentioned how the others seem to know so much...and they understood i felt left out etc...and also said this other girl doesn't knwo anything like me, but she took the initiative to go back to office to ask for the other team mates notes etc....implying i got no initiative lor. No interest, how to have initiative leh ??? -.-'''''
Anyway, the bottom line is ....go for the preliminary training which is FOC for me....and cost ppl in other countires ...$2588...shall see how good it is....they want me to go with an open mind... and learn...which i obviously will....and find out that it's not all about sales and insurance.This is an FA career....dealing with insurance, investments, loans and savings. Sounds a bit more attractive that insurance agent hor...BUT I WILL STILL HAVE MY RESERVES. Say byebye end of 2 wks ?? maybe...

Will update more after today's training session....esp for my dear friends who are intersted in wad's going on...
p/s: my dear friends..if got any perm job lobang....pls msg me !!! =)