hehehe....

Narin didn't get to kick my ass today !!! She claimed i kicked my own ass first :p
i officially shed off those unsightly calories which i unknowingly put on in penang. *HAPPYZ*
the target she set for me last wk was to get rid of that weight i put on and to try shed a bit more... which i did !!!! hehehehe
Gonna see her again on LABOUR DAY -.-''' really labour on that day... sheeshhh.... monday... 3 more days.... and she wants me to lose a abit more. Weekend is tough la... unless i dun sit at home. But i can't...coz i really enjoy staying and sitting around and sleeping at home hahahhaa... which inevitably leads to some snacking.

Well... i've got things up my sleeves again. NEw things which i so wanna get !!!

1) An adidas jacket
2) A sporty watch... was aiming for that adidas watch... but white one sold out. >.<
3) The ipod videoooo !!! cousin steven was heavily promoting it in penang lolx... got me so tempted.
4) Sign up more PT.

Everything needs money... and my 1 month salary is not enough !!!!!!! >.<
oh.... my leave has been approved and i am confirmed that i'll be going to Sydney in May !!! ^.^

Churning tummy >.<

Had steamboat last nite at bugis area.
Ate mostly vege and some seafood...
And this morning, woke up with a tight tension in my tummy. After a while, i thought it felt ok. So came to office... it started churning again... *cryz* Couldn't really do any work. The pain can be quite bad at times. Thought food poisoning... But once i step into the office toilet, the pain goes away... Walk back to my table, sit a while, the pain is back again. OMG... why like this...
haihhz.. maybe i shouldn't have been greedy and ate steamboat >.<
I think overate a bit ....but really we took vege, mushroom, little bit of fish and chicken, prawns and more vege. When i look at others eat... shesshh... i really wonder how the shop earns money.
Dun feel like eating lunch le... the pain, dun know is cramp or food poisoning or hungry. haihhz...
Cannot go home coz got so many things to do... haihhz... why like thissss

Monday Morning Blues

It's the time of the morning once again. Back in office... having to start the week all over again and looking forward to the next weekend again. I suppose i had enough sleep last night... landed on bed pretty early... haha... before 12am :p
Although enough sleep, the monday moody blue feeling is still here. Dunch feel like doing anything... but i know there's stuff waiting for me... *sigh*
This weekend... caught some sleep... didn't get my x-ray done (gonna get killed by Narin *hides*), managed to buy a new wallet (:D been searching for 1 for some time... it's still the longish type and black....lolx... not adventurous enough for a yellow or maroon one. most imptly, it's the no. of card holders inside... seems like the no. of slots are getting lesser and lesser... i wonder why... *ponderz*) and realised... i'm getting adidas mad... lolx...
so much for the weekend.... time to start work >.<

DUMBEST ACT EVER

Someone in the household did the most stupid thing i have ever heard. That someone put my WHITE FAVOURITE SHIRT into the machine to wash with coloured clothes. NOW MY SHIRT IS GREY !!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAT THE FARKKKKKKKKKKKKKK !!!!!!!!!!
I'm pretty sure common sense tells us NOT TO MIX white clothings with coloured clothings when washing. That's like totally common sense. I really cannot believe that such a dumb act could have been done. And it's like totally irreversible now.
I was in the shower when the clothes were put to wash. Sitting in my room when my ever kind mum saw wad happened to my fav shirt and she immediately washed it and bleached it even though she has showered. i walked out to throw something and saw my "grey" shirt. i was freaking mad. If only my mum had done the washing. She wouldn't have made such a mistake. Now how the hell am i gonna wear that again ???????? It'll be totally embarassing to wear a white become grey shirt to work. FARRRKKKKK !!!!!!!!!!! i just wore it yesterday !!!!!!!!!!! -.-'''
I'm a person who likes to keep good/favourite stuff. I save the best for the last. So in order for my shirt to not look so old, i try not to wear it all the time. NOW IT'S TOTALLY RUINED AND I'M BOILING MAD... and there's no apology.

Panda eyes...

Sheeshhh... woke up this morning, while brushing teeth, i looked up in the mirror and got a shock O.O "Who's that panda in the mirror ????"
OMG...my eye bags are terrible !!! Looks as if someone punched me in both eyes. How i yearn for more sleep in the morning. :(
Sleep earlier...hmm... so not me... the night is already sooo short. If sleep earlier, how much time do i get to spend sitting in my room or outside watching TV or doing something else??
Actually, i think i'm a tired person... i can fall asleep while watching TV... But once i take my shower, i'm wide awake again. -.-''' Maybe becoz of hte penang trip, i didn't get my sufficient weekend sleep. So i'm like a zombie since monday. >.<
I can't wait for the weekend to arrive... SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP !!! but perhaps not so much on saturday. Have to see hte doc early morning to ask for referal for x-ray -.-''' So troublesome !!! If only i didn't fall during the last and final blading session.

Another decision

No idea wad happened to my blog...arrghhz.. my long entry disappered...
Re-entry:-

Supposed to blog abt the 3 days penang trip... but no time...too tired to do any substantial blogging... dun know why juz feel super ultra tired and lethargic... >.<

To sum it all up, i put on weight for the short 3 days trip and my PT trainer was horrified and so was i. All the hard work for the past few weeks. *sigh* I had extra cardio session yday and it was hell. At the end of the session i was totally flat and dead... Moral: Do Not put on weight when having PT... Anyway... i am ordered to go take an x-ray of my tailbone coz it still hurts when i do situps or crunches on the mat occasionally. And i have just 1 week to do so -.-''' Meanwhile, i am supposed to lose that horrible weight i put on and lose more if possible before i see my trainer again. *faintz*

Here comes the main part... DECISION... 2 choices... Go to Sydney in May to attend the wedding or use that money to sign up for more PT sessions.
Purpose of going to Sydney... attend wedding (obviously) and to go to UNSW to take a look and find out more about hte course i wanna take. OF course it's gonna be a good break too and to meet up with some other cousins.
PT sessions... not that i'm sooo blardy rich to spend my money this way. I'm seeing some results of the money spent and hard work put in. Some muz be thinking... exercise urself lor... i thought about it too... there doesn't seem to be much effect coz i'm no professional. I know how to use the machines (not all) after some of the trainings. But i have no idea when i nid to do wad and the kind of stretches that are required after each set of machines. Surely there's a purpose of having a trainer and paying the trainer. I dun wanna stop halfway now that i've started... I'm hoping for more visible results before i maintain it on my own.
HOW HOW HOWWWWW.... tough decision once again.
WHERE/WHEN IS MY RICH HUSBAND APPEARING/COMING ???? Obviously if i could, i wanna have the best of both worlds... but unfortunately i dun have the means... sheeshhh...
my young rich doctor... ming... u are my only hope !!!! open ur eyes big big plsss !!!!

LOVE...haihhhzzz

ok.....dun be mistaken...i am NOT in love -.-''''
Love is such a COMPLICATED matter.
3rd party onlookers have a bird's eye view when they listen to the involved parties speak. The views/suggestions they give, sound logical and makes sense most of the time.
As for the parties involved, each think they are right in their own way. In my opinion, they are blinded by their layer of so-called "love". They seem to know what they should be doing, and yet they do not seem to know what they are doing. They want other's opinions and point of view but i feel that deep in them, they already know what they want. The topics juz go round and round and round...
I just hope the 2 parties will think it through properly and let it be "yu guo tian qing" soon.
Oh well.... "wen shi jian qing wei he wu" !!

i am NOT in love...i juz want back my bathroom !!!!!!!! >.<

Decisions...

We make decisions everyday no matter whether big or small.
Certain ones take a long long time to decide becoz of its consequences. Some can be made easily without much thinking.
Hmm... now the house of 3 has a big decision to make. Which house we wanna stay in... Voting is gonna be anytime soon. *sighz*
So vexed over this... my dad seems to be in a bit "can't be bothered" position. As if he wants both houses... Both also like... both also want to stay. But 1 person how to spilt leh ?? 1 house sure left empty as it is now... and money is juz pumping into it. I have a feeling he wants the big house actually.
On the other hand, my mum is super uptight... coz she does almost 90% of the housework. She wants a quick decision and she feels it's wasting money and energy to maintain 2 houses (which is like definitely true). And i'm pretty sure she wants to stay at the present place.
This also means the last decision vote will lie on me !!!! sheshhhhhh
Torn in between... i also dun know wad to choose. Sometimes being the only child isn't very ideal. When i can't make the my own decision, my mum thinks i'm juz like my dad. Not helping her at all. Then if i side with her, it vice versa. OMG... but my mum is more vocal la. She actually says it out.
Where i stay now is a very centralised location... near for work, gym and going to town. Just that a bit small la... all my things dun knwo can put where. Still got my few boxes of Sammi at the other house :( Clothes, books etc... all like dun know put where if i were to bring everything here. But cleaning house wise, of course this place is much easier. Definitely, everyone likes to stay in big house. At least there's a corner to myself... dun have to bump into anyone all the time. Here, the kitchen can not take mroe than 2 ppl manz... 1 more person, cupboard also cannot open.
If we were to go back to the other place, i'm pretty sure some renovation work will be done. Which also means spending $$$ again. Not that this condo is sooooo beautifully done up but no matter wad, this place is new and money and effort has been spent here.
WHAT SHOULD I DO ????????????

Hair cut !!

hehehe... hair a bit wet... does my face look a bit smaller ?? :s
top of my head
Just being vain -.-'''

hehehe... i had my hair cut today !!
A sudden gush of vain-ness... i did the usual spa treatment and i highlighted my hair (double highlight... but i only see 1 colour... hmmz... not the usual red anymore... abit more to the blonde side... but it's not too shocking... hehe) !!! Cost me quite a lot manz doesn't really sound like a HDB price)... quite a lot of hair gone too... lolx... but now looking in the mirror, i think i should have asked Mickey to cut more of my fringe... it's still toooo long.... It looked stylish and nice in the salon, now back home, it's in a mess again... :s
Looks like i nid someone to cut my fringe for me.... *shitz*

1st April !!!

hahaha.... HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL DAY !!!! lolx
No pranks or tricks on anyone this time. I doubt there would be any in years to come unless i have another coy that has got more "yuppy" and fun colleagues. hehe....

Went for PT today...hehehe... i think i'm doing quite well... hehe... pretty satisfied with my progress.... =) Hope the determination stays on !!! My PT is quite motivating... my family too... so there's support !!! Only McD lunch mates a bit hermm... 泼冷水
hahaha... muz add oil !!! My stamina really sucks la...hahaha... run a bit only already wan die .... lolx... muz train harder !!!!