Another change in my life...

1 of my managers just dropped the news that she's pregnant. Congrats !!!
But the bad news is... she's on medical leave from now till end September. Wow... I dun konw whether to rejoice or cry.

What am i gonna do with all my portfolio under her? Another colleague of mine told me..."just do ur best, everyone is trying to survive, including the big boss". I was told to go directly to big boss for anything under this portfolio until further notice.

So many stuff on hand now... i've backlog quite a fair bit. Trying to catch up now. But i feel lost. Only 1 yr experience and now i have to handle stuff on MY own ?? *stress* Anything wrong, i take the reponsibility ??? *double stress* Before she goes off, she says... "bye guys.. have fun" =.=

Makes me wanna go even more !!! Doesn't seem nice to do that when all trying to survive... but then again, if i dun think for myself, who will help me??

So many things to handle... things at home...(getting blamed for no reason, having comments like i'm not dependable... wow... really helps manz!) and now this at work... What other bombs coming my way ?!?!?!?!?!??!

WHERE HAVE U GONE !??!?!

Yup... this qn is directed at MYSELF. WHERE HAVE I BEEN ALL THESE WHILE ???

My energy is back =) 2 more buddies with me.. Now i have Ade, Caroline and my kitty Kitson =) Caroline somehow managed to kick me so hard that I AM ALIVE !!!! High high high... i lurve u guys so much !!!!

Not many days left... a part of me wants it to end so badly... so that i can finally have some good sleep. But i feel very strongly for LP60. My wonderful legacy team. The bond that i feel. The care and support they have given me. Love them so much !! Just when i feel that i'm being "ignored" at home... i know i can turn to LP60. Someone will always be there for me. I really want this bond to continue growing even though we end our journey.

I will stand for my team to win. I wan my team to win, I wan my friends and love ones to win too. Hey people... reach for your dreams and goals... go for them !!! Take charge and get them going !! Dun wanna live in regret i'm sure !!!

2007 Resolutions

Long term goals

1. Spend quality time with my family and dear friends
2. Be pro-active in searching for a new job
3. Losing the unsightly spare tyre (just a bit more to go... arghhzz)
4. Be able to play the saxophone properly
5. Clean up my room.
   

Short term goals:

1. Play LP 100%
2. Complete all the lagging blardy tax computations
3. Short term or long term = get out of this company !!!!!!!!!!!

Great times in 2006

The journey of awareness, goals and dreams

One of the fun days in 2006