It came soo suddenly...

When mum came back from the briefing for our trip next week...*excited*, she suddenly told me that she would be going to Melaka with dad and grandma the very next day. I was kinda stunned O.O Like how come juz decide to go without me ?!!? Well, knowing that mum would NEVER do that to me...there was bound to be reason...Carolyn's grandpa passed away on thursday nite and they are attending the funeral. Hmm...it was juz easter weekend that they went back to Melaka to visit him.
He was a nice old chap...but there was no way i could communicate coz i dun understand a single word of hokkien *shyz*. Soft-spoken and smiling whenever i saw him. He had brain tumour which was cancerous...and it was the last stage when they found out. I guess it was pretty tormenting for him...1 side of him practically lost sense of touch and he was consistently on morphine. After a while, his memory failed him too...he kinda even mixed up his own children. The 2 old folks didn't want to stay in SG where uncle YL and TL could look after them. They'd rather go back home. Saw the very fillial side of them when i heard that Uncle YL goes back to melaka every fri after work and rush back on sunday for work. He goes back every week without fail. Uncle TL goes back too if he doesn't have to fly.
They've got many children...but all scattered around the globe...Australia, London, England etc... They all came back to visit him 1-2 months ago... kinda like a family reunion. But dun think they would go back for the funeral...not enough time !!! Well, as they said, it was more practical to spend time when he was alive.
Geez...life is soo brittle... Comes and goes so quickly... better cherish all ur loved ones while u still can.
So now...it's home alone...but my aunt should be coming over pretty soon with my dinner =)

独照

独照

你真的很残酷 用消失来弥补

爱上你我扛的苦

背感情的包袱 用执着来报复

你怎能自私作主

我很恍惚 不清楚

为何孤独 学不会不在乎

记忆是照片 总不停拿出来翻阅

就算 哭瞎了眼 流干了泪 爱从未熄灭

我们的照片 温柔在左边 深情在右边

少了你 故事没能到终点

奇迹会出现(还会重演)

喔~爱是张跟得上你的地图

不怕等到盲目 找到麻木

我的眼泪在笑里面哭

合照变成了独照

爱情却一点也没少 遥远的你知道

Hmm...i've been listening to this song for the past few days....and i really love it. =)

A sad song actually...especially after watching the long video behind this story, makes the whole song feel even more sad...

Nice song... the melody caught my attention first =) But a very difficult song to sing. Lots of changes in the vocals...2 words normal voice...next 2 use 假音and it juz alternates :S Think this needs loads of practice...Maybe even loads of practice may not turn out well...

Dreammmm

Hehehe...i had a nice dream before i woke up....
I dreamt that i was shopping somewhere...then i saw Sammi outside the shop filming SK II ads...=p So i peeped and took a glance at her Soooo prettyyyy...haha....SK II ads always make her look soooo good...so nice and fair her skin....FLAWLESS !!!
Then somehow i had those SK II postcards with me at that time...so i quickly went out to ask Mi to give me an autograph...and she was smiling happily....but i guess i was 100x more happy... LoL
Then i woke up....hehe...thinking about it also happy ... HAHAHAHA... i am mad =p
Dun have that particular pic of her SK II now...it's one of the older ads where she wears all white ... *dreamz*


The pretty pic =)

4 Parts Entry

Guess this entry for yesterday can be spilt into 4 parts.

Part 1
Went out for lunch with grandma. The sun was sorching hot as usual...no rain... so to walk less under the sun, i took the bus to interchange. Once i reached, i tried to walk as fast as possible while listening to my mp3 player to avoid ppl doing surveys. But this Prudential guy was like chasing after me ! GGGRRRRR...like some irritating insect. But i saw he had this booklet of questions to complete so i gave in lor. Thought juz quickily help him finish 1. But to my horror, he asked me qns that had nothing to do with hte questions. First ask if i save....like DUH..who doesn't...then ask if i work part-time since i'm still studying...then since no, how much my allowance then how much i save...WTH like prying into my privacy... I didn't really like that feeling... Then ask if i know how low interest rates were...like DUH...who doesn't knwo how miserable it is. Then ask until talk about some other savings plan. So i said i have fixed deposit type....with bank...then he ask which bank, wad insurance coy. Then ask how many years. I kept giving vague answers like..a few years, amt saved not fixed etc...den he kept wanting actual figures. I was sooo pissed off then i walked away without even completing that paper he had on hand !! Waste my time. WTF !!!! Anyway, besides that incident i was satisfied with my good lunch...and another CD =)

Part 2
Went online after watching 心慌。心郁。逐个捉 Talked to rando...coz i saw his nick like something happened...anyway, he was quite fierce last nite :S But after he found his "cute lil doggie" Cheeky....he changed mood. Well, i'm supposed to say good things about Cheeky...but ermm...ok...apparently Cheeky is very well trained....toilet trained and can even bathe himself. And Rando talks to him and has to seek his permission for quite a few stuff. And rando was afraid Cheeky would b lonely....brought him along to the shower :S


This is Rando's imaginary dog...Cheeky....had to ask him permission b4 could send me the pic :S Somehow....i dun really like this lil doggie...the look of it scares me actually !!!

Part 3
YAY !!! hui was online !! But HMBC only managed to talk for a while. Was discussing how to celebrate her bday...but guess 1st celebration will be missed by me =p Anyway, after hui left the conversation, choki and wormy and b0bble had a fun time discussing about present. LoL But always digressed to some XXX topic....:S Anyway, after the whole thing there was still no conclusion although wormy came up with so many ideas. The only thing confirmed is...the present will not be bought from Europe... HAHAHAHA
Then as usual, ming went to sleep....wormy and i continued talking a while....then decided we should hit the books....and i started yawning...haihhzz =( while talking....she asked me how come the way i talk about studying as if i in jail....lol My new analogy of the day: Studying = in prison.

Part 4
One of my SYC friends also has a blog and i happened to read it yesterday. I think she's an art student but she was taking a financial accounting module...*pukes* What i read was that she heard seniors telling her how difficult the exam was...and guess wad...i nearly fainted when i read it....she studied her textbk twice, practiced past yr papers and practiced all her tutorials. *faintz* Then she said this was a useful model and now she knows more about bonds, investment etc... and there was i thinking...What do i know about all these ?? I feel ashamed that i'm an accountancy student *shyz*

I don't feel right...

Hmmm....i can't concentrate on studying !!!
The no of days more as gone from a double digit to a single digit :S And yet i cant' concentrate !!!
Instead of doing what i'm supposed to be doing.... i dream n dream n dream n dream and do anything and everything else but study.
I did soooo little yesterday.....almost nothing .....*cryz* I was back to my stoning and surfing and chatting and doing crossword puzzle (the search for words type).
What am i to do ?!?!!??!!?

Slacker's days...

I finally decided to blog again. I feel like a freak. haha...when i should be mugging for papers, i blog. When i decided to give myself free time, i dun have the mood to blog. LoL

Anyway, friday was IB paper. Dun really know how i fare but i juz hope can pass lor. What amazed me was one of my classmate, she actually brought in a book and some notes. I was kinda shocked at that moment. Wondering since when Peter decided to make it an open bk exam. I nearly wanted to stand up to go outside and bring in my stuff too. =p Then that girl looked around and saw that none of us had our stuffs. She was shocked. No choice have to bring outside lor...close book exam ma... But i guess if it happened to me, i would be so utterly stunned that i'll be totally blank. Open bk, i wouldn't really make an effort to remember points. Most of the time, my books will be all tagged and hopefully i know where to find the answers *shyz* Then the ang mohs ...wahh....they like left 1/2 or 1 hr earlier b4 time was up. I am amazed !!! But it's the 1st paper i felt can still sit and dun write so fast. haha.....
3 papers done....1 more...306 left. I shall start preparing for it. I hope i can make it this time. Wait...i had better make it. After paper, went back to hall to pick up more stuff then went to Chinatown for dinner.

Saturday...slacking day 1. Gosh...i woke up sooooo late !! it's kinda the first time since i came home to study for exams....sleep until the sun shine in also dun know...when i woke up i thought still early =p But it was ermm...time for LUNCH !!! tsk tsk... Went to Waterina coz there was some designer going to take a look at the unit. As usual, i wasn't that interested >.< Apparently, decided not to hack the wall. I am sad. Was looking forward to a bigger room. They promised me !!!! T.T Went to the gym to try out their equipment. Halfway, someone else came in. Or rather a family of ppl with a dog. OMG...a dog in the gym. And those ppl wear like wearing slippers, went bare footed on the threadmill....-.-''' Wonder what they guards are doing....SLEEPING !!! Hope when there's a management next time it'll be more orderly. After gym, took a dip in the pool. Tried out all the jacuzzi(s) =p Didn't know that 1 was the warm pool. But chlorine smell was quite strong. Then tried out the steam room too !!! So hotttt....but quite enjoyable =) So many ppl having party. Looked at the screen and found out that all BBQ pits were taken up. O.O Should go book for June soon. I want a BBQ session tooo !!! Plus KTV !! But the room only have equipment no VCDs...so hmm...whoever has VCDs pls bring !!! Charge me $20 + $50 deposit and no VCDs...haihhz...

Sunday....slacking day again. Woke up late again but much earlier than yesterday. hehe... Promised myself it's the last slcking day !!! I continued watching concerts from last nite. haihhz...bad bad Well, as rando predicted...sunday where got mood to study. So i was erm...watching TV, reading magz and newspaper. haha...it's feels sooo heavenly. Had the urge to go to MJ or Sembawang to look for CDs. I have a sudden Joey craze after watching the VCDs especiallythe one Live 903 concert with Hacken. She surprised me. I really think she has good vocals la. Although alvin keeps saying she's ugly. But that's besides the point. She's a singer !!!! So i went to TM with mum in the evening. Bought only 1 CD la. old one..coz the rest i have =p not many on the shelves anyway. Luckily got discount coz the CD wasn't NETT. 1st time AA card comes into use. haha... Next was to look for magz to buy....HK magz of course. I haven't bought any for a LONG LONG TIME !!! Well, found 2 to buy =p so spend money again. But at least i had my buys....hehehe Guess i still wan to look for Joey's other CDs. But looks like SG has got nothing. I need to go to HK soon....Buy Sammi and Joey's CDs. All the old old ones...=) Cousin SY, when are u goign to HK again !?!?!? Bring me along !!!!

Yes...i am so dead

I can foresee wad's gonna happen tmr...
I don't see how the IB text is easier to read than SM...hmmz...did aileen bluff me...or issit juz me ?
I will be so so so so dead. I can picture myself as the character in the comic below.
Geezz...I WAN TO SURVIVE !!!!

Are u dead ?

What's wrong with blogspot !??!!?

Getting frustrated and pissed off with this blogging...
The previous post...whatever i typed didn't appear...i already edited it 5 times !!
The sentence juz doesn't appear !!!!
What on earth is wrong with blogspot !?!?!!?
My msges keep disappearing !!! T.T

Depression ???

From Zijia's blog...

"depression is a medical condition leading to persistent feelings of worthlessness, hopelessness, agitation and difficulty concentrating...there are physical symptoms too like feeling tired constantly, change in appetite, sleeping problems, muscle aches and pains. (Guess at this pt everyone prob think they are suffering from depression)..but according to the brochure, its not the occasional blues or feeling sad once in a while..it can actually affect our life. At its worst depression can make u feel like you don't want to live. Note: the sadness persists or keep returning when everyday things are difficult. "

Do i have depression !?!?? >.< Feeling tired constantly....i feel tired every hr, min and sec of the day. Change in appetite...hmmmz not much change though...juz a little more junk these few days... :S Sleeping problems....actually i dun think i have sleeping problems... i have more problem keeping awake !!!! haihhz... muscle aches and pains...neck ache counted ??? Geez....all the symtoms are present !!! OMG...zijia ....i have depression too !!!

IB textbook is sooo thick !!! >.< How to finish ?!!?!?
The exam is closed book !!!!~
haihhz...i shall go back to my depressed state....T.T

More grumbling....

damn this blog....i finished typing and at the touch of a key...everything is gone...wad's with the recover post option....IT DOESN'T WORK !!! WTF !!!!

Was lazy to blog last night... though i read zijia and her friends' blogs...all talking about how much they copied etc....I think i copied a lot too. 2nd paper down....=) shan't think about it....as long as i pass !!!
Last night was lazing around....slacking....chatting on msn. Had the threesome chat with mingming and binbin...and we concluded there's a wormy in bin's tummy. Had fun chatting.... talking rubbish ranging from food ( a topic which will always be there with bin around) to me dreaming about us in the future to looking for 帅哥(s). hahaha... i miss hui !!! when will she come online leh ?? then we can officially have HMBC chat !!!
3 more days to IB paper....the thought of it really irks me !!! Reminds me about the 老色狼 tutor who never fails to amuse me coz his seminars suck !!! no lect notes....felt like some secretary always trying to copy what he says. Every week his stand changes....how the hell do u expect the students to know wad's right or wrong ?? Hmmmz... Grumble grumle grumle...that's me...haha... I shall try my best ....I NEED TO PASS !!! I WAN TO GRAD even though no honours....
It's all my fault....friday could be my last paper like michelle, ZW and aileen....but smart me ...last sem dun put in enough effort for 306. Now re-take.....exam days lengthen by 12 more days (from fri onwards) WTHHHH !!!!! I HATE MYSELF !!!!

做婴儿真好

妙手仁心 II： 做婴儿真好，有人照顾，关怀，没有烦恼， 没有感情问题，不会不开心，不需要作决定，不怕寂莫。不需要读书，考试 (i added the last 2 myself...)
需要任何东西时，只需要哭!!!!

Just happened to switch on the TV and saw the sad part where so many ppl died....Suki, Henry's mum and Tracy's uncle. Those words above were said by Anson when she was in the infant ward.
Suddenly felt that it's true being a baby can be so 幸福。How i wish the clock could turn back. Then i won't have to be buried with readings.....haihhhzzz....
Dunch want to grow up !!! 不要成长!!
Me and my grumblings....

AAAHHHHH

I NEED TO SCREAM !!!
Readings are driving me crazy !!! I'm not quite done yet and i dun have many hours left....hmmm...the usual me. I AM SLOW
Read the articles by the other 2 profs and i somehow think that Prof LCY's readings, although a bit self-centered, but are easier to read.....hmm....
I AM GOING INSANE !!!!!!!!
I NEED TO PASSSSSSSS !!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*ignore me* just needed to do something to let out the "soundless" screams...

18th April 2005 Friday

1 paper down. =)
I hope that i can just get over with every paper and grad together with everyone. I juz wanna get out of the course !! The other day in Macs while discussing the case, michelle and WY were saying that they want to be in the same session as YJ during convo. I was puzzled...it was then that i realised the different sessions will be spilt according to those with honours. So if i really get over with everything, i will definitely not be with the honours group. ZW was quiet when they started talking about all these and crapping. Haha...think she's not a gossiper =p Actually, i dun really know how everyone fares during exams.
I never bother checking my answers with others or be included in conversations after papers. I HATE THEM. My stand: What's the point of knowing what's wrong or right after the paper? Nothing can be done to salvage anything. If answers are wrong, i would feel so demoralised that i wouldn't want to do anything for hte remaining papers. Well, that's me.
YEsterday...i just thought i was weird. I'm sure everyone else would be doing hte last min revision. And i just jolly well took my own sweet time. Can see how much enthusiasm i really have. LoL.
2 more days to read everything for PE. Goodness me. Dun understand how i'll ever finish. Especially with my relatively low concentration span. After i came back today, i was kinda tired. But didn't want to take a nap. Tried to start reading....after a few pages, i just landed on bed for an hour. Geezz... I ponder and wonder what on earth have i been doing in seminars for PE. Everything seems alien to me. Haha...all the economics terms have long been forgotten since yr 1...LoL
One thing that i was excited and happy about....our Europe holiday has been confirmed !! I was kinda worried the other day about whether we could go. The tour group didn't have 15 ppl yet and the trip was less than a month away. Whatever...haha...it's ON now !!! Really excited...can't wait to land my ass on the plane !! HAHAHAHA

MSN users take note !! DO NOT ACCEPT FILES

Taken from Sammi Collection by Ripley:

There has been a virus spreading through MSN lately and its moving fast ! How does it happen ?
One of the person in your contact list will send you a file without his/her knowledge. You "Accept" and your PC gets infected and then it will spread to other people in your contact list.

The process goes on...many PCs have been infected and it has been the reason for MSN's unstable performance lately. An example of how the virus spreads itself : "Look its you" followed by a link to malignancy.us/.../pictures.php?email=(your MSN e-mail) or http:// hydr0.net/pictures...email=(your MSN e-mail)

BEWARE and DO NOT ACCEPT ANYTHING FROM ANYBODY. If you want to send something to someone, do it through e-mail or Yahoo Messenger. Not in MSN.

Hope everyone will be aware.

Plz pass on the msg to ur friends who use msn...=)

*Sniff sniff sniff*

OMG...i think i smell horrible !!! And i'm sneezing non-stop because of the funny smell.
I thought i only got sensetive nose in the morning...but i can't stop sneezing and blowing my nose now. It feels very horrible and i can't study !!
Well, i went to take my shower...and juz realised i finished my Johnson's pH5.5 shower foam. So i opened the cupboard...and to my horror...no pH5.5 in sight !!! T.T I ransacked the cupboard to see what other shower gel i could use. Mum likes to buy all the hmm....the on sale kind of shower gel. I picked this Palmolive Lavender thinking that it would smell not bad and the purple looks kinda attractive. Better than some anti-bacteria one =p Last time i used the Beautian Lavender b4 and it was not bad.
I happily opened the bottle to use. OMG...THE SMELL !!! It's soooooo STRONG !!! After my shower i think i still smell and worst of all....i think i smell like an I***** (not gonna spell out...later say me racist...) But it really is awful and i can't stop sneezing !!!!!!
Wonder if it's a psychological thinking...hmmzzz *thinkz*

Dinner Adventure

After dicussion, I was too hungry to wait for mum to go home and cook dinner. So i asked if we could have dinner outside. And of course it was a yes...haha....coz she didn't have to cook !! tsk tsk...
So i waited at Raffles City for mum to walk over from office. Didn't know what to eat. Raffles City quite limited. I took the escalator all hte way up....food court level and saw a Jap restaurant. Wanted to go in coz haven't eaten that for a long time. Mum also said we haven been to that restaurant since I was much much younger =p Think the name was Histomo or something along that line. Well, had to wait for dad to come also. And i was really hungryyy...mum suggested eating something first ...haaha...and i saw HAGEN DAZZZZZZZZZZ !!! *yummy* Bought flavour of the month...vanilla caramel brownie....*slurpz* haha...$2.90 =p
Walked around that level and saw this hidden restaurant called Aiwo...and in chinese...literally 爱我. LoL... looks new. Conveyor belt style too...copy Sakae...the decor inside was pretty. Well, we decided to try something new. So in we went. hehehe....OMG....the food there is the super healthy kind. Even on the menu, their ala carte dish muz tell u how many calories u eating. The unlimited feast from conveyor belt had 14 dishes to choose. Of course muz try all. Different dishes ranging from chinese to indian food...Lots of vege and lean meat and fish. Hmm..some nice some not so nice lor. At first like so interesting ....but after eating...dunch think we will step inside again....haha...The table, the restaurent concept all very nice lor...but besides that..hmm...then not many ppl inside. So many waitors and 6 chefts !! Mum wondered how they survived. But luckily still got a FEW ppl walk in to eat. Very difficult for ppl to 爱他. =p
Oh...muz mention about the waitor who served our table. He kept popping by to clear plates...and to me he looked gay !!! His lips were soooooo red that i had to think he put on lipstick *yuckssss*
The drinks there also super healthy...pure fresh orange juice....super concentrated...had to ask for more ice. Mum had this Fresh lime with soda...taste very refreshing and nice...haha..until i had to go down to marketplace to get 2 cans of soda water home to try it myself =p
One more thing...haha...when mum went to the counter to claim her in-club points, the lady at the counter upon seeing the Aiwo receipts asked my mum whether the food there was good...LoL According to mum, the lady's face was expression-LESS... HAHAHA....is it that bad ??

Late Night

It wasn't a late night out shopping or movie....late night doing case analaysis.
First time within this "study break" that i managed to stay up so late....Very rare indeed...hmmz...not very sure what will be asked...i somehow still think it will have quite a fair bit about M&A but i can't formulate it !!! Geezz....shall see what the rest can think of.
After staying awake, i couldn't get to sleep...even if it was 4am. But no way can i do anymore reading....kinda switched off. Tossed and turned myself to sleep. It's bad to sleep so late...can't really manage to dig myself outta bed. But i had to. Hope i ain't brain dead today !!! Maybe late nights really not very suitable during exams....haha
Few more days left....many readings left...
Have been in the comfort of my house....with easy access to food and everything else..hahaha!!! i nid to search for my motivation and concentration span !!! More can be done...
Alvin sent me some horrifying pics of a particular food store in skool....*pukes* thank goodness i've never eaten there before....and neither will i in the future...no pics posted for now....well, i'm not supposed to....Alvin said later they say i defame them....tsk tsk....

8th April 2005 Friday

No appropriate title...so generalise....use the date.
Entry before i start studying again...can't use the word mug...coz i'm still trying hard to MUG !!!
Today is OFFICIALLY the last lesson i had in NTU. Going to and fro skool is really a waste of time ! So much opportunity cost and monetary cost !!! I got my wish today....took photos with my all-time project mates. Aileen was very innovative !!! Well, she erm...snapped a shot of us in the toilet ....yes toilet ....not very nice NTU toilet. But she used the mirror as reflection. hehe...wait till she sends it to me then i can post it up.

Our group pic in our last seminar class....


Hmm..not very well done...anyhow first...haha...when i have more time or break time den maybe re-arrange...juz make do first =p

Went back to hall to pick up some stuff...brought home a few more pieces of clothing and food. Didn't want to leave them wasted there. Might as well bring home and eat. And it was a lot of food...more snacks actually. So i was carrying 2 bags filled with stuff.
Took the bus to interchange, went into JP. Walked in the music shops as usual. Couldn't resist. So long also nothing new for me to buy...Haha...today it's 大丰收！I saw 2 CDs and 1 VCD....but i limit myself to erm...$50. So end up with only VCD and 1 CD. The other CD, i shall wait for a few more days then buy. Dun wan to see my wallet having such a big hole suddenly =(
Very pleased with my buys...hehe Coz i waited soooo long for them. Haihhz...wonder why SG always take so long to bring in HK CDs....=( It's either nothing out, or everything out...haihhz
My 2 buys...hehe...



Next CD on list ....

I just printed the exam case for AB311. Scary lor....12 pages....how to read sia...no wonder muz give before exam. Very glad today Prof Hui gave us a summary of wad we have learnt so far. Which makes me see how much more i need to study. Haihhz....Michelle juz msged me say meet Tues 1.15 at City Hall to discuss. OMG....wad a timing...so 不三不四. Super waste time lor. Morning can't do much den go out. Come back so tired to do anything ....*Gggrrrrrrrr*
b0bble really nids to work much much much much harder !!!
think by now rando already finish his AB312 readings and i'm still haggling halfway =(
Time for b0bble to work....

哈哈。。。吃蛇 。。。

Haihhz...tmr have to go to skool again....so sianz...
Still muz have presentation....WTH....only 1 wk left to exams....*shiverz*
Waste time going to and fro skool....can sleep more lorrr...
Today read Prof Lim Chong Yah's papers...OMG....this guy is super self-centered !!!! Every bit of his paper also muz mention about his "glorious" days...1 paper muz remind ppl that he's NWC chairman dun know how many times !! GGRRRRRRR Still muz say he meet up with which big shot etc....gosh...if he cut all that crap, AB312 students will read less pages man !!!!

Today, learnt another phrase from TVB drama....erm...i'm not watching a new series...juz happened to watch and it was last episode...haha...
自己不能决定的事，天也不能帮你决定。
Well, this guy had to decide between 2 girls who likes him....haha...lucky guy...but a bit sissy type :p Friend asked him to decide but he couldn't ....he was draggin and making everyone feel miserable. So in the end, they told him at 12 midnight, if the lights of the building is red, he choose A. If lights are blue, he choose B. He actually went to wait .....so silly ...lol...But he realised that things even he himself can't decide, how can he let heaven decide for him. So in the end, he chose none. Expected also la...haha
Many a time, we use to say, flip the coin and decide. Suddenly makes me feel that it doesn't really work. We still have to make our own decisions...hmmz...
I was still thinking if i should go for guitar lesson tmr. Couldn't decide...1 was that no time left le...another thing...i wan to go for lesson !!! haha....but since tmr have to travel to skool, alot of time wasted...mum kinda like decided for me...DUN GO !! This is 自己不能决定的事，别人帮我决定。Have to call teacher tmr....den tell her...see her in 3 weeks time...lol...
After that lesson after exam, will have to tell her, see her in 2 weeks time...haha...HOLIDAY !!!

Cute drawings of Sammi

Yeah...Carts from Sammi Collection drew these...
It's juz soooo fantastically cute !!! HAHAHAHAA
No way will i ever draw these....He said he took 2-3 hrs each....:S
More should be available when he posts them up.....i can't wait for the pic with the rose and nike eyebrown on Sammi's head =)

Sammi Star Show 1997


Love on a Diet -- Mini Mo


Sammi vs Sammi 2004


Everlasting Regret

Not Enough......

2nd day at home...
Yesterday, i tried to study...yeah i did ...but it was definitely not enough...
Wonder if i have to get used to studying at home...hmmmz...i thought i was used to it. haha...
Anyway, my resolution today.....

1) Concentrate harder
2) Try more chapters
3) Less distractions
4) Don't fall asleep in the afternoon

Oh and BT is taking my life !!! So slow the downloads !!! haihz...wonder when will i ever finish d/l-ing =(

Short entry

Went to skool today. 306 lecture or rather a review lect. Gosh...i was soo sleepy i could hardly keep awake towrds the 2nd half of the lect !!! A bit wasted la....didn't listen to the consol part. If only Prof Tan went thru consol first. *sigh*
Wanted to take photos today...but came back with an empty camera besides 2 pics of 风景 of canteen B. so 失败！Went back to hall lor....read newpaper...den as usual went to visit my grandfather. The weather rain from morning till evening....juz so enticing to ZzzZzz....sure my grandfather got a lot of visitors today. HAHAHAHAHA....我又睡着了!!!
Haihh...i have to start studying already. Not much time left. Email about convocation dates is out...13th July. Really hope i can go thru the convo lor. Very scared i fail something again. It's like once the stigma is there, no way it'll ever go away !!! Maybe this can be a push factor for me for the next few weeks !!!

Mum's bday !

yup yup....today....3rd April is mum's bday =)
Morning went to church...by mum's request. Anyway, today's service was REALLY LONG !!! aiyohh...the Rev. Vincent really talk a lot...a bit boring also =p today also had communion...another reason why long service.
Dad cooked lunch...but ermm...i felt the soup didn't taste very good. Not that i can do any better. But too used to mum and grandma's cooking ....Anyway, still edible la. HAHAHA
Couldn't decide where to go for dinner...haihz....headache !!!! After much flipping thru booklets etc.... finally settled on a Thai restaurant in Raffles City. Name erm...i knwo how to say but dunch knwo how to spell *blush* lemme try....P-A-T-A-R-A-T-H-A-I hmmz...doens't look correct. But dun care la...food good can already.
Cousin KY and bf came to join us for dinner too. She bought the cake from BAker's Inn. Very delicious chocolate cake =) Think tonight ate too much again ...haihhz... Ah yi bought mum a polo top...from some expensive brand...haha...den i got mum the massage figure trim thingy (ming, yy and cx have seen it). She was amazed with it !!! HAHAHA...didn't expect me to buy something like that.


hehe...i didn't knwo ppt can do collage and save as JPEG...=p thanks to zijia who taught me !! =) 成功了！

Tmr gotta go back to NTU for last lect. Hopefully can take some shots....will pop back to hall for a while...muz look for zijia to take photo !!! =) The 2 crazy serial girls =p
I HAVE TO START STUDYING !!! *GRRRRRRRRR*

Awake at the odd hours again....

Hmm...looking at the clock...it should have juz struck 3 am. And i am still online ....not in bed..
Well, i only had 2 hrs of sleep last night. Maersk briefing took up my whole morning. Went back to hall for some packing and clearing. Then went to Toa Payoh to meet the interior designer. Next to granny's house for dinner. TIRING !!! I reached home at around 8 plus, i fell asleep and nobody could wake me up. I would juz go back to my own dreamworld. Yeah...so when i woke up, it was 1 plus.
After a shower and the sleep, i'm kinda awake now. HAHAHAHA...

Maersk....programme sounds stressful with all the projects and exams once again. But it has its fun elements in it. if i manage to get thru the 3 rounds of interview, i belive i would be looking forward to go to Coopenhagan in August !!! Sounds really exciting !! Interviews will be held during exam period -.-''' i'm really hopeful that i can join them. But competition is tough la. Quite many ppl attended this morning...from NUS, NTU and SMU...haihhz

Packing files is never an easy task for a messy person like me. Still can't find some stuff... hopefully it's somewhere stuck in my bag *prayz* Finally end of 3rd year... no nid to stay in hostel anymore. I mean i really prefer my own comfort zone with the aircon and my own bed. But 3 years in that room....kinda bit 不舍得. Took a few snap shots of my room and surrounding. Post it later....


Dunch know what happened to me today....haha...keep playing 明星三缺一 along the way. Oh and it's thanks to my new laptop which has a batt life of 4 + hours. I suck at mahjong. Can't play at all even though ppl try to teach me. Learn from comp game lor...haha...hopefully one day can master it =p

Updatez

What am i doing here when i'm supposed to be Zzz-ing away...=p
Let's see what i've been up to this week.
YEsh....i finished watching 天涯侠医 in the beginning of the week...monday night ! I love this serial so very much !! Perhaps i can write a little more..or 感想 part 2 soon. I believe this is another serial that i can watch over and over again many many many many times =p Think zijia is quite amazed at the speed i watch. It's juz so addictive that u never would wanna stop ! Yeah and thanks to this show...i've been fantasizing all week about my young, rich, handsome, kind-hearted doctor. And there were my dear friends telling me that doctor is no good as a partner coz he wouldn't have the time. Bin was like reminding me about her dream again. Something like me marrying a caucasian...-.-''' IMPOSSIBLE k...hahaha....
And Sonija finally gives me another good impression =p Kinda like her quite a lot in this show. Tough life she has...but all paid off in the end. Zijia likes Leila Tong...she's cute too la...hehe
Haihhz..today finished off Political Econs discussant group. YAh...i was forced to present coz i was late for discussion. It wasn't that bad. At least made me read up on the Asian Financial Crisis topic. The only disastrous news was that next friday still have SM presentation !!! WTF...sad life...worse than last sem.
Most ppl's last week of skool was this week. So many ppl taking photos around skool with frends. I'm gonna bring my cam too to snap shots. Well, the course was kinda sucky in uni...but everything else complemented it =) e.g. the life in hostel, the friends i've made etc....
Went on shopping spree with Ade on monday. Bought jeans and a orange top from hangten coz got hte 50% discount coupon. dun use like so wasted ! So i die die also had to find something to buy =p
Better head to bed...tmr still have to go back to skool for Maersk briefing session...yah..i called them today...it's only profile testing session. Nevertheless, hope i can make it thru !! I need a job like everyone else !!!

April Fool's

Geezz...it wasn't funny at all.
Someone told me she was getting married and pregnant as well....i was in a state of shock last nite. Discussed with sue sue mui mui about gifts etc....
YEah...i actually had a bz night trying to do up the report, read up on my discussant topic etc... And i recevied such a msg...
And Today juz after guitar, i received an sms telling me it was all a joke. WTF...i am damn pissed off if u know who u are....IT WASN'T FUNNY AT ALL. YOU WASTED MY TIME...

Went for guitar today...but no idea what happened to me. Miss Tey kinda like "scolded" me. She said my sight reading was atrocious today ! Well, i believe i could read the notes very well and quickily. It's juz me and the guitar frets. After so many years, i'm still not that an expert. It juz meant more practice is REALLY NEEDED !
Guess same logic goes for skool work which means i HAVE to START preparation next wk!!