Dunch know wad to do
Hmm...just came back from finex-is meetivng. I really have my reserves and am having 2nd thoughts.
Gordon's a good trainer....this morning's session was interesting....he has made the impact, the punch...there's no doubts about him being the head of the company.
After that, we were spilt into our GMs for discussions respectively. This was the time when i felt so lost, so so lost. We were supposed to do a worksheet about how we could improve our sales. The managers (M & J) told me before i had to work hard in order to sow returns. I totally agree with that. But i dun think i am willing to sell my whole life there. My other team mates started doing their work proper to call up friends for FF and ask for referrals. The way J "scolded" them today was horrible. Her look kinda a bit bitchy too. On my team mates side, i definitely side with them coz we're all still new except for 3 of them la. It needs time and not everyone can have that positive mental attitude. I for now, think i wun be able to have a high score for positive attitude. She said they didn't do enough calls, not enough FF's. Sounded as if they are not working ? Well, i can't say whether they did work coz i didn't see. But i myself not very keen in going to the office all the time.
Friends....i dun think i have that many contacts...which is nto very good i guess. And from this girl's mouth, she said her contacts are working ppl and only have time to meet after working hrs. Or sometimes it's too late or tiring to meet. So meet on weekends...which ppl might not want to sacrifice. On this point, I am NOT WILLING to give up my weekends for work. To me, weekends are left for personal time, family time and even to go out with friends. And i'm sure my friends wouldn't wan to be listening to me talk and introduce services.
I don't think i can commit wholeheartedly. Money like Gordon said is a big issue. Only successful ones earn 16 times more than others. I'm not even a sales kinda person. Yes, money is important...but it's not everything. 钱不是万能，可是没有钱就万万不能。 This was something i learnt from cousin SY while she was here for 2 days.
Will cousin SY really help me ask David whether there's any job for me at Temasek ???? Hmm...
Mum asked me y'day if i really wanna juz give up my professional degree like that without even trying out audit. Hmm... the answer is i dun know... i guess i didn't wan to go into audit is becoz i dun have a solid background and also becoz there is a fear in me about not being able to do the work....*sighz*
Gordon's a good trainer....this morning's session was interesting....he has made the impact, the punch...there's no doubts about him being the head of the company.
After that, we were spilt into our GMs for discussions respectively. This was the time when i felt so lost, so so lost. We were supposed to do a worksheet about how we could improve our sales. The managers (M & J) told me before i had to work hard in order to sow returns. I totally agree with that. But i dun think i am willing to sell my whole life there. My other team mates started doing their work proper to call up friends for FF and ask for referrals. The way J "scolded" them today was horrible. Her look kinda a bit bitchy too. On my team mates side, i definitely side with them coz we're all still new except for 3 of them la. It needs time and not everyone can have that positive mental attitude. I for now, think i wun be able to have a high score for positive attitude. She said they didn't do enough calls, not enough FF's. Sounded as if they are not working ? Well, i can't say whether they did work coz i didn't see. But i myself not very keen in going to the office all the time.
Friends....i dun think i have that many contacts...which is nto very good i guess. And from this girl's mouth, she said her contacts are working ppl and only have time to meet after working hrs. Or sometimes it's too late or tiring to meet. So meet on weekends...which ppl might not want to sacrifice. On this point, I am NOT WILLING to give up my weekends for work. To me, weekends are left for personal time, family time and even to go out with friends. And i'm sure my friends wouldn't wan to be listening to me talk and introduce services.
I don't think i can commit wholeheartedly. Money like Gordon said is a big issue. Only successful ones earn 16 times more than others. I'm not even a sales kinda person. Yes, money is important...but it's not everything. 钱不是万能，可是没有钱就万万不能。 This was something i learnt from cousin SY while she was here for 2 days.
Will cousin SY really help me ask David whether there's any job for me at Temasek ???? Hmm...
Mum asked me y'day if i really wanna juz give up my professional degree like that without even trying out audit. Hmm... the answer is i dun know... i guess i didn't wan to go into audit is becoz i dun have a solid background and also becoz there is a fear in me about not being able to do the work....*sighz*
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