Saturday, July 02, 2005

Confused...

PC asked me to sign an agreement. I was hesistant...i tried to reject....but was cornerned in a room by the 2 managers and was coaxed....which also meant, i signed in the end to become their representative.
First of all, i dun know wad kind of job i am really looking for. I only know that i didn't really enjoy the accountancy program....so does that mean audit is out for me ?? Do i really have to find a job related to wad i studied? Money is definitely 1 wad every new grad hopes to find i suppose....not a generalisation...juz wad i feel.
Along came PC, called me for interview...and i didn't even know wad it was about. Everyone told me to go and not to be lazy. I managed to shake off the AIA guy. Now i'm in this. It's similar yet different. I believe PC i should be able to learn more stuff. They told me they had a stringent selection process...and i am selected coz they think i have potential. But everyone i spoke to or asked dun think i'm suited to be a FAR.
My parents want me to find a job ASAP. Others tell me to take my time. I am pretty scared now. The training starts soon. But luckily termination is juz 14 days notice. I'm still looking out for others. I know mum thinks this isn't an ideal job. Perhaps, i think this way too. Besides my close friends, i dare not tell others yet. When ppl ask if i've found a job, my mum tells them still looking. I wonder if being FAR is that terrible.
Just now my cousin asked me to, i said i had an offer with PC...and the look they gave me wasn't very encouraging though. She said something like ...oh..sell... Come on...i haven't even started.
The managers said i shouldn't bother how ppl look at me or i'd be labelled forever. But i already feel laballed. What did i get myself into ???
Will a better job pls be available for me ??? Oh dear god...pls enlighten me on my direction...i'm lost...

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

wa i felt is that.. since u duno wad u wan.. and now there is this opportunity. why not give it a try and give ur best shot? if not suitable then quit.. at least u tried rite? why so fast say no to the job correcT? yeah. sales might not be ur cup of tea now. .but u might not know that when u start working it might be the one for u..

so.. give ur best shot and go for it! hehee.. jia you jia you!! i have frd's frd working there happily and earning well.. yupz.. jai you!

Alvin

03 July, 2005 19:18  

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